HAHA the scene in my room just now was super hilarious. there came a frigging huge bee and it started flying around. both me and my brother got off our seats immediately and ran out of the room, of course with me screaming my head off. i was shouting to my dad for help but he asked me to shut up and said "your body is more than a hundred times bigger than the bee and yet you're scared of it." -_- then i had no choice so i went to my maid's room and practically dragged her to my room to take it away. she took some box and smacked the bee and it fell to the floor. haha damn imba can. and i felt just like a coward. i seriously cant stand flying things lah, especially when they're in an enclosed area together with me. LOL. anyway, pt was quite fun today. hahah we did drills. okay i think i'd prefer this to running xD and pattern training after that. i totally forgot the green-blue and the blue belt pattern. if you ask me now i dont think i can remember already. HAHA.

no more pw meetings for this week! at the very least. and i hope that the ben & jerry's person will entertain us tomorrow :/ haha. and we're finally going to visit uncle and auntie again. felt so bad pangseh-ing them last week, without even giving them a call. we better make up to them tmr man. heh.

btw, i like the 牛仔很忙 MV! jay chou's so cute there can. haha. and he can say the "不用麻烦了" phrase damn fast can. i actually tried to sing that part but i ended up blabbering some rubbish instead. HAHA.


wishing for that day to come.

i realise that i have been topping up my ez link card quite often nowadays. that's because i have been spending too much on transport. think it's reaching 30 bucks in a few more days. and it is not even one month yet can! oh my goodness, i should have bought bus pass if i know i have to go out everyday, for PW especially. ohwell.

went to hsuante's house for pw today. this is probably the last time we'll meet there? cos in exactly eight days' time, i'll be FREE. yeah :) anyway they were practising the skit and both hsuante & shiyu are damn funny. hahaha. camwhored abit with zhouqian. the scenery from his house is really damn beautiful. and it's super windy too :) how i wish i could stay in this kind of place too. actually i could still see abit of the sea from my house when we first moved in. but now that the trees have all grown taller, MUCH taller in fact, what i can see is just a patch of green -_- aww damn sad. i'll really chop off the trees if i can. hahah.

going back to school tmr again :/ and there's still cca after that. double :/. anyway we had our first ever PT session in tkd ytd! haha see how pathetic we are. we ran the cross-country route. actually i really wouldnt mind if we have PT sessions every now and then. we really need to train up more of our stamina cos sir's making us do stuff that most of us almost couldnt take it. it's damn tiring and i think it's much worse than just running itself. i think i'd rather run than do all those stuff loh, seriously. i love running actually, haha. cos it reminds me of my primary school days - especially during sports day or nationals. almost joined track in sn. but was stopped by my mum, and joined band instead. but i didnt regret either. cos snsb rocks :D and i mean it. hahah okay why am i suddenly talking about all these. doing reflections? o.O

alright everyone, JIAYOU all the way for OP! believe in yourself and you can do it :D

T-E-N more days to OP! :D


i'm so looking forward to it. cos after that, i'll finally be free from all the tiring group meetings, staying up till so late at night, going to school so early in the morning just for fifteen minutes of meeting -_- and of course, no more stress! whoo, come OP come :D





HAHA you know what, you're making me laugh till i roll onto the floor. and sadly it's not a normal laughter, it's a sarcastic one.

WR robbed me of my sleep last night =X i was editing it until 1 plus am when i realised that we exceeded the word count by 100 words. and our biblio was in the wrong format -_- i was so damn pek chek and my headache's like killing me. hsuante was also there to edit but he actually fell asleep in front of the com. LOL. in the end we gave up and decided to edit today. finally i dont have to worry about the wr anymore. now it's just OP and nothing else. OP really sucks la. now i have to practise opening my mouth bigger everyday. my brothers keep complaining that i keep all my words in my mouth. got braces what to do...... sian. cant wait for this to be over man arrrrgggghhhhh.



at a point of going crazy.

slight miscommunication in our group during pw today. the reason was abit dots. but anyway i hope this is the first and the last time =X cant afford to have any disputes at this point of time. two more weeks to op!! i shall keep telling myself everyday that PW ROCKS MY SOCKS. my foot.

cant wait for tian ya xia yi to start! ytd i was watching it with my mum and she cried from the start of the show to the end of it -_- i was close to tears at some parts but not as cham as her okay. and she kept complaining that her eyes were super painful. so i told her to go into her room and dont come out and watch. haha i hope this doesnt happen today again.

anyway, was out with viv, yin, mao, chris, ru and wei at ikea ytd! me and wei waited one and a half hours at tampines station for ru -_-, while the rest went to ikea first to accompany chris. but in the meantime i bought three pairs of studs earrrings and a belt! haha imma expand my collection of studs earrings again! before that i had none left. i threw them all away cos they were either rusty or were dislocated. we spent half of the time at the resturant. ate sweddish meatballs! haha ru was sharing it with me but she accidentally ate the potato which i spat out -_- cos it was too hard. now nobody wants to share food with me ever again. sobs. haha but i really didnt see her taking it cos i was talking to wei. then she suddenly asked me "is this the potato which you spat out?" then i was like "yah". and she gave me this super disgusted look. LOL paiseh lah next time i shall spit out whatever food i dont want on some tissue k. heehee. walked around the showrooms and took lots of pictures! ranging from beds, to mirrors, bathtub, kitchen, sofas and even the toilet bowl. haha i can feel many pairs of eyes on us while we were taking throughout. but it was all worth it :) and i love my sasa! haha. jie mei mens! cant wait to see you all on our next meeting! you guys never fail to brighten up my day. i really felt better after being with you guys, even though i kept getting suan-ed -__- haha. yay we rock :D

there are some things which just can't be said here. it's so funny. a blog's supposed to be somewhere where one can express her feelings and thoughts but sometimes it's really not appropriate place to, for some reasons. plus it's also not good to keep everything to yourself too. hai i'm just feeling damn sianned now. things are not happening the way i want them to. or rather, it never did. i think i'm on the verge of giving up soon. someone pull me back please :/

omg, omg, OH MY GOD. OP is exactly 21 days from now. i am already starting to feel nervous. really, i can never ever do well in anything that has got to do with giving a speech. it sucks man. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



i guess what i really have to do now is to calm down and start practising.

school is starting tomorrow. SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIANZZXXZXZ. i still haven't played enough yet :/ anyway, ahhhh tian ya xia yi is damn damn niceeee! :) wanted to cry at alot of parts but i didnt cos i didnt want my brothers to laugh at me -_- hahaha now i shall hope and pray that the weekends will come quickly :)

anyway, school is just :/ which means pw and nothing else. oh man. just one more month to go. come on yizhen you can do it :)

open house tomorrow! :D come come people :)

my hemstring is still hurting. damn, i hope it'll be better tomorrow, which i think is highly impossible :/ i have to take very good care of it now until sunday's grading. if it's gonna become worse tomorrow, i think i won't be able to do the jumping front kick alr cos that move really strains the muscle alot. anyway, the high belters plus dev were breaking planks today for the demo rehearsal! haha it's so damn cool to kick and break the plank. i'm holding the plank for michelle, our dear tkd pres :) woah her jumping backthrust is damn powerful can. she kicked, the plank broke, and the top half of the plank flew like ten metres away. it's quite scary to hold the plank for them cos your arms must be straight and the impact on your arms will be very huge if the plank doesnt break. and the aerobics people are damn cool too! i like their ending move :) haha jiayou people for the demo tomorrow! :D

anyway, mieo, haha i lazy to do that thing lah. i'll do it when i'm more free okay :D heehee.

today's a good day! :)

went to cheryl's house to play with elizabeth, cassandra, liting and shuling! play sounds childish. ha whatever. i gave them the wrong direction and made them drop a stop before the actual one -_- as we were walking along the side of changi prison, we saw the prisoners waving at us. they were quite far away actually. when i subconsciously pointed at them to the rest, some of them started raising their hands and waving frantically. it was so o.O haha but anyway, back to what happened at her house. we spent almost half the time playing pokemon monopoly and watching blood diamond at the same time. my charmander rocks cos it got me the house with the most expensive rent :D and we kept laughing at cheryl cos she only got two houses to collect the rent from while the rest had at least four or more. and the funny thing was, the bank was the first one to go bankrupt before anyone of us. LOL. after that we went down to play table tennis and badminton. chatted for awhile before going to white sands to meet cherish :) the last time i saw her was six months ago. she still looks so sweet, haha. had dinner at hei sushi. we made a last-minute decision to treat her as her belated birthday present. i seriously think that hei sushi is actually just sakae sushi. cos from what i see in the menu, they paste the 'hei' word over the 'sakae' word -_- which is quite obvious. and everything that they sell is exactly the same as what sakae sushi sells. lol. after eating, walked around for awhile. cheryl and cherish went to buy yummy donuts while liting bought chwee kueh. haha, two of my favourite :)

hmm, so it's sort of confirmed that i'll be going to thailand for ocip with mieoz :D haha i wonder what it would be like. hope i'll be able to experience something meaningful at the end of the day. and it will also be the first time i'm taking budget airlines. haha x)

okay. so my four days of holiday aren't exactly free afterall. it suddenly got packed with tkd, tkd and nothing else. was out for the whole day today. in the morning was chem soc meeting with the exco discussing about next year's plan. after that, went parkway and stayed there for about three hours. came back to school again for tkd. it was then that i realised that i went for the wrong session -_- i was supposed to be under the pattern team but i went for the aerobics tkd practice instead. but i stayed there with them and did the steps with them too. haha it's quite fun leh :D after that, rushed down to kembangan cc with michelle and ming hwei for the actual practice. but the pattern thing is not as fun as the aerobics one cos dont have music :/ haha. the whole thing ended at 7 and here i am, staring at the screen with half-opened eyes. ahhhhh i think i will not play midnight maple today alr. better get some sleep first before dying again tmr >.<



with that smile, you brightened up my day.